*butterfly*

yesterday i went outside 
with my mamas mason jar
caught a lovely butterfly
when i woke up today
looked in on my fairy pet 
she had withered all away
no more sighing in her breast

im sorry for what i did
i did what my body told me to
i didnt mean to do you harm 
everytime i pin down what i think i want it slips away
your ghost slips away

smell you on my hands for days
i cant wash away your scent 
if im a dog then youre a bitch
i guess youre as real as me
maybe i can live with that
maybe i need fantasy
life of chasing butterfly

im sorry for what i did 
i did what my body told me to
i didnt mean to do you harm
everytime i pin down what i think i want it slips away
her ghost slips away

i told you i would return 
when the robin makes his nest
but i aint ever comin back
im sorry im sorry im sorry