*how I spent my summer vacation*
got out of bed today I'm alive, what can I say? I'm really happy to be somewhere with someone who makes me happy. I took the bus downtown. all day long I walked around I looked at all the sights and thought about how lucky I am now. I was sick of feeling down. so I gave it all away. 2000 miles from all I know and so much better off today. I'm still waiting for the world. to come crashing down again. and I'm still waiting for someone to call me up and tell me your dead. sometimes I wonder what was going through your head I don't know but I won't go there again. you make me smile so wide when I look into your eyes. when your not around you know your somewhere stuck inside my mind. so here I am today I was lost for 20 years I found clarity the day I took a chance and moved away.